Its been a roller coaster ride

I cant really believe it but its already been over half a year since high school! University has been such a "rollercoaster" ride with all the ups and downs. I have to admit it was NOTHING like how i anticipated it to be.

I went in with the mentality that it would be a completely different life. Well, in a sense it is. I mean im no longer living with my family and i am learning to be more independent. I also had an image in my head that in university will be one insane party after another kind of like the movie superbad but in real life.

Well, anyhows it has been a really slow and gradual learning process. From being this kid who expected to do nothing but party as hard as he can everyday when he was away from his parents to being more responsible and knowing my priorities. I recently turned 18 which is considered an "adult" now right? Well, i guess its time i stop fucking around as much and think before i do things cause i do ALOT of stupid things. No more drinking till i pass out or puke, no more getting angry at little things and taking it out on the people around me, no moreprocrastinating

I also noticed that people come and go but the people who i consider my True friends have not changed and we still do keep in contact. Although we may not see each other everyday nor may we talk everyday i know if there is something wrong i can always talk to them about it. Anyways sidenote: 2010 feels like its going to be a really memorable year i cant wait to see what it has in store for me!

And you know what? i really dont know what im doing here in university. Im not sure of what i hope to accomplish, nor am i sure what i want in life. I guess ill just go with the flow for now. Live in the moment :). All i know is that in the end of these 4 years i would like to look back and smile.

Tehee :' )