Chuck

LOL okay so since i've been sick and practically stuck at res 24/7 all i've been doing recently is watching this amazing tv series called CHUCK. if you havent checked it out youu absolutely have to! :). PS. Sarah Walker (Yvonne Strahovski) is sooo effing gorgeous and i really liked the way she played her role. Some of the side characters (co-workers) of Chuck are kind of awkward and i dont really like them in the storyline (lester, jeff) but overall i give Chuck 9/10. you def got to check it out.

Random Blabbering

holy shit its been so long since i blogged, i've either had nothing to talk about or just wasnt in the mood recently. Its about time i made a new post though. Im suffering through a reallyyyy bad case of strep throat/throat infection recently its been making me feel fatigued all day. I have a mild fever and a slight headache, the worst part is my neck is pretty stiff. Im positive i got it from this girl, which kinda pisses me off cause she knew she was sick but didn't care i guess. On a side note after switching my tutorial for math im starting to do well on quizzes again :) hopefully i can ace the remaining few to make up for the horrible first half.

Recently it seems like i haven't had much luck with girls which is saaaaaaddd! I've met this girl at a church that my friend brought me to. I thought was pretty cute and we got to know each other better, then i found out she was in grade 9? Man, some girls look wayyyy 2 mature for their age. It was kinda dissapointing, but i was not about to be pedo-bear. haha. and this other time this girl gave me a fake number because she wasnt interested? i dont understand why someone cant just say "sorry, im not interested" cause honestly, i dont care about getting rejected. But dont play games jee just say you dont want to give me your number.

Also, my roommate has been pissing me off SOOO much recently. So i leave for the weekend and come back. The guy uses my pillow as a table for his laptop. I swear he hasnt showered because he smells like shit. His nasty pube looking beard bits are all over the sink. He's giving me dirty looks and he thinks i cant see him when i can see him in the reflection from my monitor. He sleeps all day, so i can never have the lights on. He cant get his own shit and uses mine. He asks to "borrow" my mug and belt. And he's been using them everyday for the past 3 months. In fact, the "belt" i borrowed is now broken and he hasnt said 1 word about it. THIS IS RIDICULOUS. If your borrowing something DONT you expect to get it back the next day? but NO he doesnt even say here thanks for borrowing it to me. He continually uses it and acts like NOTHING is wrong. What the fuck is wrong with him? like ffs. so many things he does makes me not happy. but i dont want to start another argument. im sick of it. and i dont have the patience nor energy to go through all that bullshit again. School is almost over i cant believe it..... soon we will all be in 2nd year university. Somehow when i talk in this context it seems like everythings going by too fast. I dont want to grow up. I realized no matter how much i hate school, it will always be the times when your having the most fun. They say Uni is the best 4 years of your life. There's only 3 left, and i want to make the most of it!

Sleep talking

So apparently. Everyone thats ever slept near me or seen me sleep tells me i do this. Today i woke up and my roommate says i was mumbling for a good minute then laughed for like 5 straight. He says its the trippiest thing and it scares him. However he's USED TO IT? LOLLLL why did i just find out.... I also tend to wake up randomly and say something then go back to sleep. I also remember this one time i was dreaming and i woke up still thinking i was dreaming. So i dreamed my mom broke something of mine and i was preeeettyyy upset. So when she came to wake me up for class i remember saying something like

"what the fuck, you broke it and your not even saying sorry? but your yelling at me to wake up? NOW you say you dont know what im talking about?..... You cant even admit doing something wrong? GO AWAY." Nonetheless my mom was pretty "wtf'd out" haha. My friend also told me that i told her to start making me a sandwhich while i was asleep. LOL i find this so funny. anddd appareentlyyyy I SUCKED MY THUMB ONCE????? yeah. i dont believe that one. buuuulllll fucking shiet. ! anyways i just slept for 3 hours. its now 7:30am. im sure my post has NOOOO flow but im so tired. whatever.

PS: i think im getting a cold. needa get myself one of these badass mothafukas

Theft under $5000

Whaaat a day. It started out great when i found out i had 80% on my calculus midterm,then immediately after i was given back a 15% quiz. Greaaaaat just what i needed. So whatever, thats not even a big deal i suppose. I just need to work harder. I was pretty tired as i still have horrible insomnia problems. So i slept and woke up at 8pm. We then went to a friends house and reached the gym. So after the gym we went back to res to chill. Randomly the cops came over and talked to us. I gotta admit i was pretty scared, like wtf happened? they made it seem so serious. Like STEP OUTSIDE NOW. Apparently it was for stealing a "steak"?..... honestly i dont get what these cops are doing. So apparently there were possible charges of threatening, harassment, and theft under $5000. Obviously all bullshit to get us all riled up and scared. Anyways coming over at 2am in the morning to investigate the theft of a piece of steak was really ridiculous in my opinion.... honestly is this what our tax money is used for? its friggin scarborough i swear there are people being shot all over UTSC area. Anyways i also saw the new Microsoft Courier, just gotta say..... GG ipad. you were terrible to start off with now your just hopeless! check out the Courier, i really want one!

TVB series

In the eye of the beholder. New TVB serious. I absolutely have to recommend this to everyoneee that watches TVB. Its got a nice mix of comedy and plot. MOSES CHAN is in it. The best actor. ever. So effing funny. Myolie is really getting better at acting. I rarely show interest in a drama after the first two episodes but i can honestly say i cant wait for the third one! :)Some of the language (Canto) is kinda deep though... so you might not understand unless your pretty good at it.

You can watch it here

PS: I saw this picture on the internet and i thought it was pretty funny just thought i'd share it

Hate me or love me, im not going to change.

10 Facts about me.

1) Im extremely stubborn. If i believe a certain way and you disagree i will argue until you just give up and say whatever your right okay. And then i will argue even to prove im even righter and your wronger. Even if the whole world tells me to do something, if i dont want to or i dont believe it i wont do it. I try not to impose my beliefs on others buttt i do sometimes and im working on that.

2)I have a really big imagination. Its good and bad. It makes me really random, kinda funny sometimes? but mostly weird i guess :(! It also makes me think alot about unnecessary things.

3) I can be the coldest person if im not in the mood. If i dont feel like it i wont talk. If i dont feel like it, i might not even say hi. I can literally pretend like i dont know you and walk right by you.

4) I LOVE to meet new people and party. I know it may not seem like it sometimes but really by nature i love to talk and talkkk aloooot. It just depends if your worth my time :).

5)Im extremelyyy flirty by nature. If i flirt with you its like normal for me so dont feel that im hitting on you. If your like 300lbs and ugly. I probuallyy wouldnt flirt with you. If im genuinely interested in someone, im really direct (not just this but everything in general). you will know when i am.

6)Chocolate is my addiction. I literally ate like 10 boxes of those ferrero rochers in a month. Thats like 240 of them! Im actually sick of them now. saaaadd.

7)I dont sugarcoat shit. If i think something i say it. if i meet someone like that also we will probably tend to argue ALOOOOT. But i dont get angry over stuff like that! Its actually fun sometimes :)

8)I can feel perfectly fine and awake until i read 1 page of a textbook. Then all of a sudden i can feel sleepy even if i just woke up.

9)Im extremely indecisive. I never know what i really want, and i change my mind all the time. This applies for EVERYTHING. Be it careers, jobs, food, relationships. I dont think i even know what LOVE is yet. It's such a vague term. When does one cross the line from infatuation, like, then love?

10) If i ever get really angry at you, you will never forget that day. EVER.

wonder what others think. agree? disagree?

You can't lie to yourself.

I've noticed that many things are more than meets the eye. Like people for example, they may seem like an innocent flower but really what you don't see is the snake lurking beneath it. Today my friend tripped down the stairs and started to cry. I asked her why and she replied about her breakup. It was surprising because she could act like nothing was bothering her before. When i asked her obviously i thought she was crying about the pain from falling, but what i didnt notice was the pain in her heart was much worse. People also tend to hide their innermost feelings. They can smile, laugh, and joke around like nothings wrong. They can lie to the world but nothing can fool themselves. I think these people are the saddest.

Being upset or crying doesnt make you WEAK. Putting on a mask and pretending nothing is wrong doesnt make you STRONG. The people that can see this problem, accept it, and do something about it are the people that are truly strong. Those who fake happiness while crying yourself to sleep & do nothing to try to fix it will eventually just break down. They are the ones that are stuck in a loophole. They will always be depressed because nothing will change. If you want to be happy, create your own path. Follow your heart. Nothing comes easy, true happiness&love isn't created easily. Its a step by step process. There are times where you will stumble but whats important is standing up again, learning from your mistakes, and being even stronger each time. Shit happens to everyone, some people just deal with it better.

So next time you see someone crying, ask them why they are crying. Maybe its not the obvious reason that you can see. Maybe its because of something deeper. You never know; what they say may suprise you.

PS: i wonder if anyone even reads my blog? hahaha its for myself thought!