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Sunday, March 7, 2010

You have brains on your head, shoes on your feet, steer yourself in any way you choose

I know its only March but it feels like this year has been way too long already. At times days fly by and at other times days never end. So much has happened throughout these three months and i would not see myself in the situation i am today from the start of the year. I've made my fair share of mistakes and fuckups, and i learned from every single one of them. I've learned so many important lessons; i finally feel like i've hit that step in life where i start to mature and realize that my actions define me as a person and determine where i go in life. Im thankful for all my friends, you all really make me a better person. Thanks for being there and always having an ear to listen even if i just dont seem to ever shut up.

Of course there has been ups and downs, smiles and frowns, but you know what i can say confidently and proudly i dont regret a single thing that has happened. Everything happens for a reason and im thankful. I spent alot of time upset about little things when really i had no reason to be. Instead of complaining, i could do something about it but i chose not to. I made a commitment to change myself, i want to be a better person i want a better me ♪ and recently everything seems to be working out for the better. Of course there is still things i'd like to resolve but i have confidence everything will work out in the end.

I also realized that i was heading down the wrong path when i first entered university, i wasnt being myself for a while. When i first met my roommates i was put in a situation that i was never exposed to before. I guess i thought i could change myself to be more like them; however i feel much better being myself more than anything. Im not a child anymore and i guess i cant have everything my way anymore. All i know is that from this point on i want to start from a blank slate, of course ill continue to make mistakes but i will try my best not to and to learn from them if i do. Wherever this year takes me from this point on i will embrace it and face it with a smile.

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