Chuck

LOL okay so since i've been sick and practically stuck at res 24/7 all i've been doing recently is watching this amazing tv series called CHUCK. if you havent checked it out youu absolutely have to! :). PS. Sarah Walker (Yvonne Strahovski) is sooo effing gorgeous and i really liked the way she played her role. Some of the side characters (co-workers) of Chuck are kind of awkward and i dont really like them in the storyline (lester, jeff) but overall i give Chuck 9/10. you def got to check it out.

Random Blabbering

holy shit its been so long since i blogged, i've either had nothing to talk about or just wasnt in the mood recently. Its about time i made a new post though. Im suffering through a reallyyyy bad case of strep throat/throat infection recently its been making me feel fatigued all day. I have a mild fever and a slight headache, the worst part is my neck is pretty stiff. Im positive i got it from this girl, which kinda pisses me off cause she knew she was sick but didn't care i guess. On a side note after switching my tutorial for math im starting to do well on quizzes again :) hopefully i can ace the remaining few to make up for the horrible first half.

Recently it seems like i haven't had much luck with girls which is saaaaaaddd! I've met this girl at a church that my friend brought me to. I thought was pretty cute and we got to know each other better, then i found out she was in grade 9? Man, some girls look wayyyy 2 mature for their age. It was kinda dissapointing, but i was not about to be pedo-bear. haha. and this other time this girl gave me a fake number because she wasnt interested? i dont understand why someone cant just say "sorry, im not interested" cause honestly, i dont care about getting rejected. But dont play games jee just say you dont want to give me your number.

Also, my roommate has been pissing me off SOOO much recently. So i leave for the weekend and come back. The guy uses my pillow as a table for his laptop. I swear he hasnt showered because he smells like shit. His nasty pube looking beard bits are all over the sink. He's giving me dirty looks and he thinks i cant see him when i can see him in the reflection from my monitor. He sleeps all day, so i can never have the lights on. He cant get his own shit and uses mine. He asks to "borrow" my mug and belt. And he's been using them everyday for the past 3 months. In fact, the "belt" i borrowed is now broken and he hasnt said 1 word about it. THIS IS RIDICULOUS. If your borrowing something DONT you expect to get it back the next day? but NO he doesnt even say here thanks for borrowing it to me. He continually uses it and acts like NOTHING is wrong. What the fuck is wrong with him? like ffs. so many things he does makes me not happy. but i dont want to start another argument. im sick of it. and i dont have the patience nor energy to go through all that bullshit again. School is almost over i cant believe it..... soon we will all be in 2nd year university. Somehow when i talk in this context it seems like everythings going by too fast. I dont want to grow up. I realized no matter how much i hate school, it will always be the times when your having the most fun. They say Uni is the best 4 years of your life. There's only 3 left, and i want to make the most of it!

Sleep talking

So apparently. Everyone thats ever slept near me or seen me sleep tells me i do this. Today i woke up and my roommate says i was mumbling for a good minute then laughed for like 5 straight. He says its the trippiest thing and it scares him. However he's USED TO IT? LOLLLL why did i just find out.... I also tend to wake up randomly and say something then go back to sleep. I also remember this one time i was dreaming and i woke up still thinking i was dreaming. So i dreamed my mom broke something of mine and i was preeeettyyy upset. So when she came to wake me up for class i remember saying something like

"what the fuck, you broke it and your not even saying sorry? but your yelling at me to wake up? NOW you say you dont know what im talking about?..... You cant even admit doing something wrong? GO AWAY." Nonetheless my mom was pretty "wtf'd out" haha. My friend also told me that i told her to start making me a sandwhich while i was asleep. LOL i find this so funny. anddd appareentlyyyy I SUCKED MY THUMB ONCE????? yeah. i dont believe that one. buuuulllll fucking shiet. ! anyways i just slept for 3 hours. its now 7:30am. im sure my post has NOOOO flow but im so tired. whatever.

PS: i think im getting a cold. needa get myself one of these badass mothafukas

Theft under $5000

Whaaat a day. It started out great when i found out i had 80% on my calculus midterm,then immediately after i was given back a 15% quiz. Greaaaaat just what i needed. So whatever, thats not even a big deal i suppose. I just need to work harder. I was pretty tired as i still have horrible insomnia problems. So i slept and woke up at 8pm. We then went to a friends house and reached the gym. So after the gym we went back to res to chill. Randomly the cops came over and talked to us. I gotta admit i was pretty scared, like wtf happened? they made it seem so serious. Like STEP OUTSIDE NOW. Apparently it was for stealing a "steak"?..... honestly i dont get what these cops are doing. So apparently there were possible charges of threatening, harassment, and theft under $5000. Obviously all bullshit to get us all riled up and scared. Anyways coming over at 2am in the morning to investigate the theft of a piece of steak was really ridiculous in my opinion.... honestly is this what our tax money is used for? its friggin scarborough i swear there are people being shot all over UTSC area. Anyways i also saw the new Microsoft Courier, just gotta say..... GG ipad. you were terrible to start off with now your just hopeless! check out the Courier, i really want one!

TVB series

In the eye of the beholder. New TVB serious. I absolutely have to recommend this to everyoneee that watches TVB. Its got a nice mix of comedy and plot. MOSES CHAN is in it. The best actor. ever. So effing funny. Myolie is really getting better at acting. I rarely show interest in a drama after the first two episodes but i can honestly say i cant wait for the third one! :)Some of the language (Canto) is kinda deep though... so you might not understand unless your pretty good at it.

You can watch it here

PS: I saw this picture on the internet and i thought it was pretty funny just thought i'd share it

Hate me or love me, im not going to change.

10 Facts about me.

1) Im extremely stubborn. If i believe a certain way and you disagree i will argue until you just give up and say whatever your right okay. And then i will argue even to prove im even righter and your wronger. Even if the whole world tells me to do something, if i dont want to or i dont believe it i wont do it. I try not to impose my beliefs on others buttt i do sometimes and im working on that.

2)I have a really big imagination. Its good and bad. It makes me really random, kinda funny sometimes? but mostly weird i guess :(! It also makes me think alot about unnecessary things.

3) I can be the coldest person if im not in the mood. If i dont feel like it i wont talk. If i dont feel like it, i might not even say hi. I can literally pretend like i dont know you and walk right by you.

4) I LOVE to meet new people and party. I know it may not seem like it sometimes but really by nature i love to talk and talkkk aloooot. It just depends if your worth my time :).

5)Im extremelyyy flirty by nature. If i flirt with you its like normal for me so dont feel that im hitting on you. If your like 300lbs and ugly. I probuallyy wouldnt flirt with you. If im genuinely interested in someone, im really direct (not just this but everything in general). you will know when i am.

6)Chocolate is my addiction. I literally ate like 10 boxes of those ferrero rochers in a month. Thats like 240 of them! Im actually sick of them now. saaaadd.

7)I dont sugarcoat shit. If i think something i say it. if i meet someone like that also we will probably tend to argue ALOOOOT. But i dont get angry over stuff like that! Its actually fun sometimes :)

8)I can feel perfectly fine and awake until i read 1 page of a textbook. Then all of a sudden i can feel sleepy even if i just woke up.

9)Im extremely indecisive. I never know what i really want, and i change my mind all the time. This applies for EVERYTHING. Be it careers, jobs, food, relationships. I dont think i even know what LOVE is yet. It's such a vague term. When does one cross the line from infatuation, like, then love?

10) If i ever get really angry at you, you will never forget that day. EVER.

wonder what others think. agree? disagree?

You can't lie to yourself.

I've noticed that many things are more than meets the eye. Like people for example, they may seem like an innocent flower but really what you don't see is the snake lurking beneath it. Today my friend tripped down the stairs and started to cry. I asked her why and she replied about her breakup. It was surprising because she could act like nothing was bothering her before. When i asked her obviously i thought she was crying about the pain from falling, but what i didnt notice was the pain in her heart was much worse. People also tend to hide their innermost feelings. They can smile, laugh, and joke around like nothings wrong. They can lie to the world but nothing can fool themselves. I think these people are the saddest.

Being upset or crying doesnt make you WEAK. Putting on a mask and pretending nothing is wrong doesnt make you STRONG. The people that can see this problem, accept it, and do something about it are the people that are truly strong. Those who fake happiness while crying yourself to sleep & do nothing to try to fix it will eventually just break down. They are the ones that are stuck in a loophole. They will always be depressed because nothing will change. If you want to be happy, create your own path. Follow your heart. Nothing comes easy, true happiness&love isn't created easily. Its a step by step process. There are times where you will stumble but whats important is standing up again, learning from your mistakes, and being even stronger each time. Shit happens to everyone, some people just deal with it better.

So next time you see someone crying, ask them why they are crying. Maybe its not the obvious reason that you can see. Maybe its because of something deeper. You never know; what they say may suprise you.

PS: i wonder if anyone even reads my blog? hahaha its for myself thought!

Making up for lost time.

Okay so recently its been really hard to reach me like i've been MIA. I kinda feel like haoming, just living under a rock. Like i swear, if i had a butt-chin, tiny eyes, and a striped collared shirt. I would be exactly like him. But im not im still one SEXY mothafuka. LOL kidding :). Haoming your pretty cute stylls :). I was too annoyed that i wasnt able to see what was in front of me. There is so much that i missed out on, and i want to make up for all the lost time now. Its time i get back on track. Talking about tracks... abdalla bailed on me for the 3rd time for the GYM. i hate going alone. Besides i need someone to spot me when im benching! oh well its all good. Finals are in Mid-April. You know what that means!.... PARTAAAYYY ERRDAY NIGGAS!

PS. Random Picture of Ming scratching his ass. ouu yee i know u love it. HAHA good times.

You have brains on your head, shoes on your feet, steer yourself in any way you choose

I know its only March but it feels like this year has been way too long already. At times days fly by and at other times days never end. So much has happened throughout these three months and i would not see myself in the situation i am today from the start of the year. I've made my fair share of mistakes and fuckups, and i learned from every single one of them. I've learned so many important lessons; i finally feel like i've hit that step in life where i start to mature and realize that my actions define me as a person and determine where i go in life. Im thankful for all my friends, you all really make me a better person. Thanks for being there and always having an ear to listen even if i just dont seem to ever shut up.

Of course there has been ups and downs, smiles and frowns, but you know what i can say confidently and proudly i dont regret a single thing that has happened. Everything happens for a reason and im thankful. I spent alot of time upset about little things when really i had no reason to be. Instead of complaining, i could do something about it but i chose not to. I made a commitment to change myself, i want to be a better person i want a better me ♪ and recently everything seems to be working out for the better. Of course there is still things i'd like to resolve but i have confidence everything will work out in the end.

I also realized that i was heading down the wrong path when i first entered university, i wasnt being myself for a while. When i first met my roommates i was put in a situation that i was never exposed to before. I guess i thought i could change myself to be more like them; however i feel much better being myself more than anything. Im not a child anymore and i guess i cant have everything my way anymore. All i know is that from this point on i want to start from a blank slate, of course ill continue to make mistakes but i will try my best not to and to learn from them if i do. Wherever this year takes me from this point on i will embrace it and face it with a smile.

BUSSSINGGG

So today i bussed all the way to pmall and back :). yesss im finally learning! i feel more grown up now. tehee LOL thats all. pointlesss posttt oh well im happyyyy!

Animals love me :)

So last night i was walking back from doing my laundry and i felt something against my leg. I instantly panicked and jumped. After a while i realized it was a cat. But this cat happened to be following me for some reason. It followed me all the way from the laundry room and into my house. It's funny because i thought it left after i opened my door. But when i closed it, there it sat inside my house. I guess it must have been cold outside. So i decided to feed it some milk and tuna? It ate alot and i let it stay till the next morning. Pretty cool :). I was also reflecting on myself recently. Like they say everything happens for a reason, dont think too much, and follow your heart. If it doesnt kill you it makes you stronger :)!Stepping stones not road blocks.

i think it was asking for food here.











so i opened a can of tuna. and shiettt that nigga was hungry!










om nom nom nom

No Racoons in Winter???

So apparently my roommate thought racoons don't come out at winter so the garbage was left outside overnight and the garbage pile wasn't properly closed. As a result the racoons omgwtfpwned us. The mess wasnt that big but i definately don't want to clean it up. Fail on so many levels.

25 things i hate

In no exact order

1)The cold air that fills the room whenever people open the door that seems to settle right in the middle of my room and not leave. This really bothers me which is why i usually keep my room door closed because it is literally right in front of the main door. When the cold air gets caught in the room i literally have to wear a jacket indoors and its retarded. Plus it makes my tummy feel bad :(.

2)When my roommates flush the toilet while im brushing my teeth or washing my face. The water turns boiling hot that it steams and it burns the shit out of you.However it is a good way to get back at them when they piss me off :).

3)When my roommates steal my food, however its kinda fine when i take theirs.

4)When my roommate leaves his dirty socks lying around near our door. Honestly. His feet smell worse than the toilet. And i hate getting a whiff of it when i enter and exit our room.

5)When I sleep in for Classes/Tutorials/Quizzes. Honestly there is like a 1 week gap between where we are at in class and where i am at. Time to fix that though.

6)Those sleepless nights when you have so much on your mind.

7)Having a nice dream then waking up to realize it wont happen.

8)Being hungry and seeing an empty fridge while being too lazy to walk 10 minutes to get food in the cold.

9)Walking to the student center for food only to realize you forgot to bring your wallet so you need to walk back to res then back to the student center. Literally takes like 25 minutes out of your life.

10)Getting caught using someone elses student ID to get in the gym.Honestly when they give me those speeches i wonder if its even worth it anymore.

11)The stoopid crowds of people we get after an midterm. Honestly its like NYE countdown in downtown all over again

11)Being almost sure your roommate was jerking off like a minute ago before you came back. a) the door was locked b)there are tissues all over his desk c)he seemed startled when i came back in.

12)Hopeless hope that makes you keep trying.The what ifs, the i should haves, the if onlys.

13)When you rush in to take a crap only to realize there is no toilet paper after your halfway done

14)the awkward moment where you have to yell for your roommates to get toilet paper for you

15)the even more awkward moment where you realize nobody is there so you clamp like the remaining bit on your ass and rush out to get another roll and your roommates come back at the same time.

16)Snoring roommates or people that press the SNOOZE button for hours.

17)People who hide their true feelings and then explode on you.

18)My Calculus Professors. Im not just talking about their horrible combovers or the horrible way they teach. Its the stupid jokes they try to do too.

19)UTSC.School doesnt value first years. Its terrible and im considering transferring though i probably wont at least not till after 2nd year if so.

20)Public transport. like wtf it seems like its mandatory to have some creepy/sketchy person on every subway.

21)People who dont give you honest answers when you ask for them

22)People who say "i dont know" when they clearly do.

23)People who update their FB about every single feeling they have.

24)People who are emo publicly (like fb, twitter) to get attention or people that instantly go ILU ILUUU FOREVERRR when they go out. Be real. Say what you mean say it from your heart.

I notice last 4 have been about people. LOL

25)Doing laundry. Honestly fuck that. ill wear my boxers a couple days more to avoid doing it ; ). kiddingggg OBVIOUSLYYY 8-) ??? LOL : ) .

-gary chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn

Slip n Slide

So today after i took a shower in the morning and was walking down the stairs back to my room my slippers decided to break on me. Sending me flying down 5 stairs and landing on the kind and forgiving floor. Anyways i now hold my slippers together by staples. I should go buy new ones but you know what ill save the money this time and hope the staples hold together.

Side Note: I really hate online lectures thank god i took away facebook for a while. Also Mac this weekend. Hopefully i dont get lost. It will be my first time taking the train ever!

Catwoman cuts hair?

So today i went to get a haircut. The lady that washed my hair must have been like Catwoman because her nails kept digging into my head. Instead of scrubbing she was more like scratching my scalp over and over. Anyways i like my haircut although it hurts slightly when i wash my hair. oh well! : )

LOLL : )

This is Eva first person i met in 2010...
Sexy? yes. nuff said

Its been a roller coaster ride

I cant really believe it but its already been over half a year since high school! University has been such a "rollercoaster" ride with all the ups and downs. I have to admit it was NOTHING like how i anticipated it to be.

I went in with the mentality that it would be a completely different life. Well, in a sense it is. I mean im no longer living with my family and i am learning to be more independent. I also had an image in my head that in university will be one insane party after another kind of like the movie superbad but in real life.

Well, anyhows it has been a really slow and gradual learning process. From being this kid who expected to do nothing but party as hard as he can everyday when he was away from his parents to being more responsible and knowing my priorities. I recently turned 18 which is considered an "adult" now right? Well, i guess its time i stop fucking around as much and think before i do things cause i do ALOT of stupid things. No more drinking till i pass out or puke, no more getting angry at little things and taking it out on the people around me, no moreprocrastinating

I also noticed that people come and go but the people who i consider my True friends have not changed and we still do keep in contact. Although we may not see each other everyday nor may we talk everyday i know if there is something wrong i can always talk to them about it. Anyways sidenote: 2010 feels like its going to be a really memorable year i cant wait to see what it has in store for me!

And you know what? i really dont know what im doing here in university. Im not sure of what i hope to accomplish, nor am i sure what i want in life. I guess ill just go with the flow for now. Live in the moment :). All i know is that in the end of these 4 years i would like to look back and smile.

Tehee :' )